Home with my sick son

So had to go home today so the PRO can get to work and show them all :)
Haha.. well I went to work this morning and around 10.30 my boss asked me if it was ok for me to go home.
Didn't understand at all what the hell that was about, but seems like my son got sick so my wife was suppose to stay home with him.
But since the office needed her more then me, I'm all ok with that for sure! :D



Now Gabriel is a sleep, and I'm eating a chicken burger from Burger King!!! YUMM!




And ohhhhh, ITS FRIDAY!

101 posts and home alone.

Hey there,

Just noticed that last post was the 100-post I made on this blog.
Yey and hurray for me or something.
Well hurray for Mr. J that has a birthday today. (gz again..)

My son is now sleeping and my wife is doing great in the office from start this morning.
Seems like she has just taken the "lead" in the stats today, well I'm not surprised.
She loves to work, and damn good at it! *Puss, kokosnöt*

Well I will just take a coffee now, without a damn smoke.
Grrr, well I said I will quit and so shall it be.

Having that coffee and reading some news, waiting until my son wakes up.
Then we will play some, and have a bath since he did not have that yesterday due to that he was vary tired.
But a nice warm bath after some playtime, then its lunch! And after that .. who knows.
I think we will go out for a short time just to get some air.
If I got the pay today we might have gone to the bank to take some money out for the rent and daycare and maybe had a coffee on the way.
Now I think we just will walk around, broke as we are *lol*

Oh well might write something else later.

Cheers!

Post nr: 101

1 day of rest

Almost anyways.
Tomorrow my wife will work and I will stay home with my son.
Since it's a holiday here tomorrow the daycare is closed and my son needs to be home, with me :)

First time I will be home with him for a full day! Going to be fun!

More to come ...

I WILL NOT GIVE UP! (end of 2nd day)

So, what was the difference this time that made it so fucking hard to stop?
I have not smoked more then before, kind of less then before and still I feel like..

Oh well I wont complain so much, well maybe a bit but as my wife said, you can take a smoke if you want to.
HELL NO! Never ever will I give up this now when I just started (err sounds strange but started to stop smoking lolz).

Just hope I can sleep tonight.
My wife is already a sleep, she was tired like mad and I do understand her for sure.
Just hope I wont wake up with a "cant breathe" look on my face again and try to get some air.
Scary things yesterday night for sure.

So what about today.
Well I had to get to work kind of too early due to I had the damn door key since the stupid guard was not in his place when we left the office this Saturday.
Then I came to the office and put on some coffee, I notice shit I can't do the mornings as I used to. :(

So small change, taking a coffee without the smoke.
Scary, but it works.

We still have phone problems in the office.
Well VERIZON the bastards have the problem to transfer calls from Sweden to Portugal.
So today we still had the echo and "we can only hear ourself not the customers" problem.
With my starting mood, I just felt like tell this ******* bastards to ******* off and route the damn calls to the best link they have.
I know they have some good link around for sure! We had this "common" problem for a long time now and kind of got some bad rude damn emails from them telling me that if we are not happy with this we can find another operator and leave XZB.
Well I would LOVE to, but don't want that mess in my face now, too much other things going on.

Just hope I will hear some of the news I have been waiting for.
The time goes too fast now and I think it is for sure time to think. (sound funny, I think lol)

Oh well, I think tomorrow will be a better day, then the day after is like a "friday" since I will be home with my son on Thursday (due to PH).

Hmmm he is not sleeping so good now, going to make some more "milk" for him and then go to sleep myself.

See you tomorrow.

THE Monday from HELL

Oh yeah!
It is "The Monday from HELL".
Well it's not even over yet but, so far this day has just be fucked up from start until now.

So I just had to go behind the damn firewall to write this shit to put my "mind" somewhere else then inside my fucked up brain.
Why you ask? Well can just say that feels like I getting a fucking coold in the middle of almost fucking summer and just in the fucking start of the fucking time where we are fucking quitting smoking.

Not just that fucking shit, this night I thgought I was going to die.
Was the most fucked up thing, I woke up and could not breathe.
I don't know why, but I guess my nose is/was a but fucked up due to the damn fucking cold I'm getting or maybe I was dreaming about that I was going to die or something.
Don't know at all, at least I didn't die even it feels like it could been a good idea (nooo I dont want to die) just want to feel better.

I hope my wife don't feel the same as I do.
She for sure looks a bit stronger then I feel at the moment.
Stay in there baby, I know you can do it.
Just hope I can...

Fort Minor

Man I love this rap game
Mainly cuz its cool
To add a little spice to the life you've been through
Everyone exaggerates a tiny little bit
To make that shit sound more gangster than it really is
You cant appear weak man
We wanna hear street
Wanna hear you spit your thug over this here beat
Dont take it as sarcastic
I can't get enough
Im telling you
You can call my bluff
If it's not rough, then I really don't need it
I'm not even ashamed
I got too much reality thats filling up my brain
so sell me on that chronic, I'm addicted to the game
Suck it up like a cigarette, light it up

Its just like a cigarette, its something that I do
Once in awhile but between me and you
Its just like a cigarette Nobody's really fooled
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool

Let me tell you something that I realized tonight
My hip hop radio is like marlboro lights
They're both selling stories and they sound about the same
Cigarettes say their safe, wrappers claim they really bang
We dont care if it's true when we lay the money down
We don't believe the words, we just love the way they sound
They're acting like we're idiots, They're lying to our face
Maybe we are idiots, we buy it anyway

I'm runnin out to get the next rapper's CD
Just suckin up the guns, drugs, and misogyny
The same way that I suck up all the stories
When I breathe that little bit of death supposedly cancer-free and
Everything they say's got the truth twisted up
But twisted up's what I want man, I can't get enough
Cuz even though we know it's all just a big bluff
We just light another up, what
We don't give a fuck

Its just like a cigarette, its something that I do
Once in awhile but between me and you
Its just like a cigarette Nobody's really fooled
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool

Its just like a cigarette, its something that I do
Over and over but between me and you
Its just like a cigarette Nobody's really fooled
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool

Listen to the words, Listen for awhile
Lip Service radio, dont touch the dial
If you're in the car
Turn up the track man
Give the whole neighborhood some second hand rap

Matter of fact
Listen to the words, Listen for awhile
Lip Service radio, dont touch the dial
If you're in the car
Turn up the track man
Give the whole neighborhood some second hand rap

Its just like a cigarette, its something that I do
Once in awhile but between me and you
Its just like a cigarette Nobody's really fooled
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool

Its just like a cigarette, its something that I do
Over and over but between me and you
Its just like a cigarette Nobody's really fooled
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool

No Smoking!

Yepp, that is the start of a "new life".
My wife will from start today (Sunday) quit smoking, and I will tag along :)

And I know it will just work out fine, for sure.
we have done it before and will do it again (lol, didn't sound so good right?)