No I'm not begging :)

No I am not.. or ? NO NO
My dream will come true, has to.

Christmas gifts?

Sponsor for the trolly is more then moooore then welcome :)

Xmas money and spending

This is the typical thing when it comes to Xmas for all I guess.
You need money, you want all to be nice for Xmas but can't afford it.

That is how I kind of feel atm.

It's not that we have it so bad maybe as it sounds, more that I fee it is like so.
Since we are going to have a 2nd kid soon and we need to get a new trolly we need to pay for that and the other things and yeah you get my point hehe.

Thank god that we get extra paycheck now in November.
Problem still is, we need to get that trolly we want here.

Calculations is that it will cost about 900 euros or more to buy it and get it here on this crappy island where all people just carry the kids.
Well we can't do that due to alot of reasons so we have to get the nice trolly so both kids can be at the same place but use same space due to the fucking elevator we have.

So, shall we move due to all this? Hell no, I have been doing so many moves here on the islad atm that I can puke on them.
Why do thye always put so small elevators. It is like for 3 people.

I know that riht now as well there is no time to do shit due to all the thinking about IP phones and other things for xmas and then the baby will be born and yeah alot of things.

My dream right now would be, in end of november or jsut in beginning of december to go to sweden for the education of the new PBX that I will deal with.
At the same time I can buy the damn trolly in Sweden. Take it with me on the plane here for FREE not to pay like 200 euros just to get it here.
And at the same time I can just see my ppl back home for maybe a quickie and say hello and buy some xmas gifts for my son and my wife.

THAT would be my dream, just waiting to hear from the bosses here.
I have a dream, that one day I will do so.
I hope so, I want so!

Make it happen please?